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Monday, March 31, 2014

Day 13 & 14: Second Weekend Down!

This weekend was perfect - we stayed inside watching Nurse Jackie, cooking and I went to a Level 2 Bar Method class! We had a wonderful family dinner on Saturday and yesterday we had afternoon tea with the neighbors. Ryan and I felt so relaxed and enjoyed each others company! This weekend seemed easier than last - I managed to stick to my 3 large meals and not want to snack or feel out of control with eating habits. We cooked amazing food and if you can believe it, I turned down chocolate brownies and cupcakes! I am still in shock that I was able to say "no thank you!" Whole30 must be working!

Saturday begin with a new breakfast recipe - an apple pie omelette with some inspiration from Peaches and Cake. It was so sweet (rather than a savory vegetable omelette) and Ryan loved it. I served it with a side of aiddles chicken & apple sausage, Trader Joe's Roasted Plantain Chip (the only ingredients are plantains, sunflower oil and salt) and leftover brussel sprouts and bacon (gotta have green on that plate). The omelette was so easy to make: I cooked sliced apples with cinnamon until they were soft. After removing them from the pan, I made an omelette with an egg, unsweetened applesauce, coconut milk, nutmeg, cinnamon and salt. It was a bit tricky to flip over to cook the other side because it was a bit more watery than I was used to so I made a little bit of a mess! After it was cooked on both sides, I put almond butter and the cooked apples on half of the egg and then flipped the other side over. I topped it with unsweetened applesauce and more apples! Yum!!



We spent all afternoon on the couch watching Nurse Jackie - the end of season 3 and first half of season 4! I was so happy that I was full from breakfast and did not feel the urge to snack all day. I felt more in control this weekend than I did last weekend and got the mental part out of my mind that it was Saturday and food doesn't count on Saturday! It was also really nice to just be at home with no plans and no responsibilities and spending time with Ryan and Haley! While we enjoyed this time, my mom texted me and we planned to have dinner together as a family - they hand't seen the apartment in weeks so we wanted to show it off with the table and chairs, the lighting and all the photos hanging! It's a great feeling when you're proud of your home and you want to have people over - we lacked that in Brooklyn! Because of Whole30 I decided it would be so much better to cook for everyone (and cheaper) rather than order in! I rearranged my Week 3 Meal Plan and decided to make Chocolate Chili from Well Fed for dinner since it served 6 people (originally this was planned for Sunday so I would have leftovers all week so today I have to spend some time rearranging meals and figuring out a menu for the week).


The chili was delicious - it simmered for 2 hours and all of the flavors of the chocolate and the spices came together to create a warm, great tasting dish! It was made with beef (next time I will mix and match beef and turkey for even more flavor) and I served with with avocado for some creaminess and sliced almonds for added crunch. Everyone loved it! I served it with kale and broccoli that was roasted in ghee and for appetizers I served cucumbers topped with cashew cheese (YUM) and my favorite go-to recipe, dates wrapped in proscuitto. Everything was perfect and everyone loved the meal.






I had to be careful in the kitchen though because my dad brought a loaf of bread for him and my brother for the chili (for dipping of course) so I had a separate cutting board and knife for the bread so it didn't contaminate my food. I served it in the center of the table and it was strange how instinctual it was to reach for a piece of bread without any though that I was doing it. I caught myself a couple of times reaching mindlessly for the bread and had to concentrate really hard to say no! It is strange to think how habits are so ingrained in us that we don't think about them while we do them! It is still a journey for me to change my habits!

We talked a lot at dinner about Whole30 and "It Starts With Food." The main question I kept getting was "well, what do you eat." I kept pointing at the table and showing them and explaining all the real foods I eat, the fats, the protein, the vegetables and explaining the hidden ingredients in our food (soy in tuna fish and mayo, honey in beef stock, etc.) I think it was eye opening to my parents and my brother and I hope that I can positively effect how we all eat. I hate that people assume this is just another diet that I am doing, but really it is a way of life and even without Whole30, I have seen the difference and changes in me and I will continue to live this lifestyle after the 30 days!

After everyone left, Ryan made brownies. Yup, double fudge brownies with walnuts and pecans. I didn't take a photo because I didn't want to torture myself! It was weird though how comfortable I felt in the kitchen with him helping him bake them - I didn't feel like I was going crazy or my heart start to race or my mind start to go in different directions when I was presented with chocolate. Normally I would have calculated the WW Points for a brownie and just eaten it. But with Whole30, I didn't even crave it - I didn't need the sweetness after my meal, I was satisfied and didn't need anything more. Again though, I found myself reaching for the bowl with the batter and almost dipping my finger in it - out of sheer habit! And when I cut the brownies and plated it for Ryan, I almost licked my fingers with brownie on it, just out of habit, not because I wanted it. It's so mind boggling the things we do out of habit and how easy it is to fall into these habits and routines without a second thought. It is much harder to create new habits but now I know I am treating myself better by not having the lick of batter or bite of brownie. I am still shocked though that I was able to bake brownies with Ryan and not have one. My how things have changed in 13 days!

Sunday began early - I woke up out of habit at 8:00am but I was scheduled for a Level 2 Bar Method class at 11:45am! I never take class this late in the afternoon because it disrupts the day - I usually stick to 8:30am or 9:00am classes so that I can be home when Ryan wakes up and we can have breakfast today. However, I really wanted to push myself to take a Level 2 class while doing Whole30 because I have never felt more energized or strong! I feel amazing when I work out now and I wanted to push myself a little bit further.

Breakfast was a vegetable omelette (spinach, tomatoes, onions) with almond butter filling and topped with pomegranate seeds. After I ate, I decided to make the Chunky Monkey Lara Bites recipe that I found last week. They seem like such a great pre-workout meal because they are filled with nuts (very similar to n'oatmeal) and because they're frozen, they are unique and different than just having a handful of nuts in the morning! They were really easy to make and I had one before my Level 2 class. I loved them!




Level 2 was great - Danielle taught a great class which got my shaking early on and I felt the burn the entire class. It has been over a year since I've taken Level 2, just because of timing and I am glad I did. Unfortunately I won't be able to make it a regular thing because I didn't get home until 1:30pm which seems so late to me, especially when the weather gets warmer and Ryan and I have plans! But it was a great experience and I know it won't be my last! Post-workout was a Blueberry RxBar!

When I got home, Ryan and I watched more Nurse Jackie - the rest of Season 4 and beginning of Season 5. I know this sounds completely unproductive, but it was fun not to plan and schedule and be up and out of the house!

Lunch was left over burgers which was so satisfying and really hit the spot. Because we had made the chili Saturday I had to think quickly what to make for dinner that night! I had gone to Trader Joe's Saturday and picked up fresh scallops so I rearranged the meal plan and planned to make Orange Zest Pistachio Encrusted Scallops with a Fresh Fig salad and homemade plum vinaigrette! But not before afternoon tea with the neighbors!


I could not go over there empty handed so we brought some brownies that Ryan made and Baked By Melissa Mini Cupcakes. Ideally, I should have made a Whole30 dessert but I really wanted to not have sweets and treats like the program recommends. Tea was fabulous, it was great to talk to our neighbors and feel part of the community. She had made homemade chocolate cake but used almond flour because when we had moved in I had made and shared gluten free chocolate chip cookies. It was so sweet and so nice and I was so humbled and appreciative. I had to have a few bites to not be rude. Luckily I have a wonderful husband who scarfed down half of his cake immediately and then swapped plates with me so my one bite looked like a lot! I did not want to be rude because turning down the cake would have made me feel worse than having a couple of bites. Honestly the cake tasted great - not too sweet or sugary and knowing that it was gluten free, made with almond flour and cocoa powder made me feel good - I honestly didn't feel guilty about the 1 bite, and I do not think it is worth starting my program over for! I had 1 bite and my biggest achievement was being able to have that bite and be satisfied - I wasn't ravenous for more and I didn't cave in and say "Oh well I had one bite of cake, I might as well have a brownie and cupcake too." NO! I was able to stop, say no and I applaud myself for that. I have learned more than I think with Whole30 and starting the program over would admit defeat, when really I think I was successful in the situation. I would have felt so guilty and so bad having turned down the cake and having to explain Whole30 so it made me happy, made our neighbors happy and made for a more enjoyable afternoon!

When we got home (all of 5 feet from the neighbors) we cooked dinner together. It was fun to have Ryan in the kitchen excited to cook with me and share in the experience. We made homemade dressing to start which was 2 plums, olive oil and balsamic vinegar. I had bought figs at Trader Joe's and thought it would be so great to have a spinach salad with fruit to compliment the scallops and the nuts! We also made an orange vinaigrette for the scallops which was fresh orange juice and olive oil. So easy and so fun!

The recipe comes from Yes To Yummy! and was a great find. The ingredients were all fresh and it was so easy to make! The nuts were a mix of pistachios, ghee and orange zest and were so crunchy on top of the scallops and added great flavor to the dish! And the dressing for the scallops had a great citrus taste that balanced out the nuttiness and the seafood. This would go great with bacon and prosciutto too! But we can't seem to keep bacon in the house long enough! Yay Paleo and Bacon!


 We had the fig salad on the side along with asparagus and mushroom saute. And to finish the last 2 pieces of prosciutto, we made dates wrapped in figs. It had become my "dessert." Ryan had a brownie for dessert and while we cleaned the kitchen I had a quick snack of plantains and almond butter. I know snacking after a meal, especially after dinner later in the evening is not Whole30 approved, but I have to say, between no brownies, no cupcakes and 1 bite of almond flour chocolate cake, I needed to treat myself to some almond butter! I know Whole30 discourages against rewards with food for doing something good with our dietary preferences but this is me we're talking about - a self proclaimed chocolate addict. So all of these triumphs in the past 2 days, I am really proud of myself and I feel great for making the hard decisions and a little almond butter and roasted plantain chips are not going to de-rail me!

Over all it was a great weekend and I can't believe that I conquered a second weekend on Whole30 already!

XO

Friday, March 28, 2014

Day 11: Whole30 Approved Shrimp and Sausage Pad Thai

That's right...Pad Thai! This is a recipe I have to make again during Whole30, after Whole30, really anytime because it was that good!


It was so easy to make and the vegetables can be changed to make this different each time. I am still waiting for my coconut aminos to arrive so next time I will have to add a little of that because I didn't have any "soy sauce" for more of a Pad Thai recipe. But everything was so delicious that I might not even really need it!

I finally got to have the fresh seafood I was craving so much this week after having a lot of turkey, chicken and ribs! I cooked the shrimp for 3 minutes in coconut oil and removed them from the pan. Then I add an egg to the same pan and scrambled it (who doesn't love eggs in their pad thai)! Then I added Aidells Chicken and Apple Sausage to the same pan along with the vegetables I had in the fridge which included peppers, onions and butternut squash (leftover from the night before so this won't be a regular ingredient in this dish). I added salt, pepper and red pepper flakes and let it cook for about 5 minutes until the sausage was cooked, the squash softened and the flavors all came together. Then I added the remaining spaghetti squash to the pan and mixed everything together. I let this cook an additional few minutes until the spaghetti squash was warm and crispy. I added the shrimp back into the pan, and this is where it got fun! I add 2 tsp lemon juice, 2 tsp vegetable broth and 1 tsp of almond butter (yup, almond butter)! This replaced the peanut sauce that is so dominant in Vietnamese and Thai cuisine. I mixed everything together and let it cook 1-2 minutes until the almond butter melted and was spread all over the spaghetti squash (I would also add the coconut aminos at this time). When everything was mixed and the shrimp were perfectly cooked (form a C-shape, overcooked is an O-shape), I plated it and enjoyed a delicious meal!


 It was so flavorful and the spaghetti squash had a nice crunch. I loved this dish and the combination of the meat and sausage was a great change from chicken!



This morning I had an amazing Bar Method class. I took a 7am class with Danielle and there were only 5 people! It was almost like a private class and she was able to give each of us individual attention. She was fun, energetic, peppy and worked us really hard. She kept holding my leg higher and straighter in round back, pushing my shoulders down in curl, and making me go lower and shake more in thigh. We even did a new seat work - arabesque on a 45 degree angle to the bar. It was a nice change from the usual position and fun to try something new! Pre-workout I had 2 slices of oven roasted turkey and some almonds. Post-workout I had a turkey blueberry muffin!

For breakfast, I needed something besides my usual vegetable omelette so I opted for a salad (my first of the day since I also have a salad for lunch). I had spinach and cabbage salad with tomatoes, peppers, almonds, cashews, broccoli, clementine (only a few since I really have not had any fruit in 12 days) and 2 hard boiled eggs. I ate it slowly and am definitely full and satisfied.  Since I am working out more in the mornings as part of my goals I really have not had a chance to cook breakfast at home so I need to keep breakfast on the go different so I don't tire myself out. I think next week I will make a batch of n'oatmeal to have on Bar Method mornings and have eggs on the 2 mornings I stay home. I want to try an apple omelette which sounds really delicious, I mean you can't go wrong with eggs and shredded apple!


I also want to make these tonight! They look so delicious, of course I would leave out the chocolate chips and vanilla to keep  it Whole30 approved, but these would make amazing pre-workout meals! And so convenient to eat while I commute and I love they they are frozen. Makes it feel decadent and like a real treat!

Tonight Ryan and I are going to be cooking a lot of yummy things! We are going to have burgers, roasted brussel sprouts and sweet potato fries! I feel like I should be saying it's fat Friday, but really, this all sounds so delicious and not an indulgence, but just another meal on Whole30!

Happy Day 12!

XO

Monday, March 24, 2014

Short Ribs to end Day 7 and the beginning of Day 8!

Last nights dinner was delicious. The ribs were falling off the bone when we took them out of the slow cooker and we served them with zucchini fritters and a blood orange salad! I even got to have leftover ribs with my salad today for lunch! They were so sweet and the spices were perfect. Next time we will make spicy spare ribs!


Today is Day 8 - one week on program and I am feeling great. I feel less bloated, less hungry, more in control of my eating and well balanced and happy. I can't believe it has also been a week without measuring or counting points or grams, or oz! I am impressed with myself. And I am not hungry! It has been 1 week of not snacking at work or at home after dinner. I never thought I would be able to control my eating this much that I feel satisfied and not having cravings! I only hope the rest of the 22 days goes this smoothly! Tonight I am planning to make spaghetti squash with a turkey bolognese. Ryan hates spaghetti squash so he is going to make pasta to serve with his bolognese! That means I will have left over spaghetti for lunch and another dinner hopefully! I think my only error with groceries this week is that I planned 4 dinner and leftovers for lunch but I am missing something, more salad? more sides? I don't know what. It is just so expensive to order groceries for the week that I feel like I got so much but still didn't get anything at all. I want to make burgers but didn't buy the meat, I want to make fritters again, but didn't buy enough zuchhini and between 2 people eating salads, we definitely don't have enough mixed greens. We are going to have to find a better solution for grocery shopping because FreshDirect and our grocery stores are just too expensive!

This morning I had the remaining small cup of n'oatmeal at Bar Method in the locker room. I got there really early for the 6:45am class with Brittany, so I took some time for myself and relaxed and ate and had a cup of green tea. Class was great! We did standing seat facing the bar which I haven't done before (yes, after almost 500 class there is always something new to learn at Bar Method)!


After class I had a Larabar Carrot Cake. It tasted good, not too sweat, very similar to Cashew Cookie. The ingredients were "dates, almonds, walnuts, raisins, pineapple, unsweetened coconut, carrots, cinnamon, olive oil." I am so glad I ate in the locker room at 7:45am while I was getting ready because I did not eat breakfast until I was at the office and settled by 9:20am. I used to never eat before or after Bar Method so my last meal that I was working out on was dinner at 6pm and dessert at 9pm. Not the best way to have energy in the morning. I wish I could have lean protein right after my workout but it seems impossible to have grilled chicken in the small locker room at Bar Method while over 25-30 girls are trying to shower and blowdry their hair and get dressed.


Breakfast was a yummy vegetable omelette but I really need to figure out breakfast at work besides eggs! It's keeping my full for awhile, but it's starting to get boring! And lunch was a delicious vegetable salad with short ribs, a zucchini fritter and 2 dates wrapped in prosciutto left over from Saturday (my dessert!)


The fritters were really easy to make and Ryan LOVED them. They were a bit soggy so after pan-frying them I put them in the oven to dry out. They were less moist today after I microwaved them but I wish they were a bit crispier. I need to purchase a cheese cloth in order to get all of the water out! Just when you think you have squeezed the zucchini hard enough, squeeze some more! They need to be absolutely dry! I know I got lazy after squeezing 5 zucchini's so there was water still left. But the flavors were there! I also want to make this again and have them with cashew cheese. Now that I have learned the wonders of a food processor, cashew cheese is going to be the best thing to make ever! I became obsessed with cashew cheese when I started eating the Cashew Ravioli from Juice Generation. I found a recipe but never made it because I thought it would be so hard, but seriously, the food processor is amazing and I have used it everyday now that I learned how! Not sure I would know what to do without it (shh, don't tell my mom I said that)!

Zucchini Fritters
Adapted from Stupid Easy Paleo

5 zucchini, shredded
1 tsp salt
1/4 cup coconut flour
1 egg, beaten
1 tsp pepper
1/2 tsp baking soda
1/4 tsp cayenne pepper, optional
coconut oil or ghee for cooking

1. Shred zucchini using food processor (or by hand). Place in a bowl with salt and toss. Let sit for 10 minutes


2. After 10 minutes, squeeze the moisture out of the zucchini! Place dry zucchini in a separate bowl.

3. Add coconut flour, egg (beaten), pepper and baking soda. Combine!



4. Form fritters by packing zucchini mixture in hand and rolling into a ball. Set aside. I made 9 fritters.


5. Heat a pan over medium-high heat and add fat of choice. When hot, add zucchini fritters to the pan. Do not over crowd. I flattened mine when they were in the pan and needed the extra space. Add more fat with each round of fritters. Cook for 5-8 minutes on each side.



Serve and enjoy!


We had these and the ribs with a blood orange salad which was simple - blood oranges, diced red onions, pepper, lime juice, lemon juice, cilantro (toss and serve).


Day 7 was successful and I am so proud of myself for getting through the weekend without snacking! And we stayed home all day Sunday and never left the couch, we watched a whole season of Nurse Jackie! Normally I would have eaten so many bowls of cereal and sandwiches and quest bars, but I controlled my appetite and had a wonderful omelette, a huge garden salad with leftover almond-coconut chicken and our wonderful dinner!

 

One week down, 3 more to go!

XO

Sunday, March 23, 2014

Day 7

By the end of today, I will have completed one week of Whole30. And with having prepared myself on Day 0, today is a big accomplishment!

Some things that I want to look back on as accomplishments are:

1) No chocolate in 7 days. WOW! I am shocked.
2) No mid-afternoon snacking from my desk drawer
3) No late evening snacking (no sneaking food from the kitchen while Ryan wasn't looking)
4) Meal planning and buying groceries
5) No foods with a barcode or microwavable! Everything I ate this week, I cooked (except for the 2 egg omelettes I customized and had made for me for breakfast).
6) Bar Method 4 days a week (Monday, Tuesday, Thursday, Saturday)

Some things I want to work on:

1) Better pre/post workout meals
2) More variety to breakfast besides eggs
3) Being more considerate of Ryan who is not Whole30
4) Cook with Ryan, not for Ryan
5) Meal plan with Ryan for 3 dinners a week
6) Continue with Bar Method 3-4 days a week (This week will mark my 500th class)!
7) Portion control
8) Don't give up on a weekend!

I have learned a lot in this week, especially about reading labels and eating whole foods so I look forward to the next 3.5 weeks I still have on the program.

This morning I slept in, which felt great. I think I needed it and since starting Whole30, my body feels more regular and my sleep feels deeper. I still feel a little tired mid-day so I need to figure out something to wake me up mid-day besides coffee or a sugar rush.

I made Ryan breakfast (that is one meal he doesn't fight me on - I cook, he eats)! We had chicken and apple sausage omelette. He had a side of bacon and a fresh juice. I used Aidell's sausage which has whole30 compliant ingredients. I plan to also use these sausages to make egg muffins for the week (if I can get myself off of the couch). I put half of the sausage in the omelette and ate the other half on the side. We also had a small bowl of n'oatmeal on the side, but Ryan didn't like it so he swapped it for gluten free chocolate cereal (which I made him get so I wouldn't be tempted to sneak a bite). Now I have some n'oatmeal for for tomorrow's pre workout meal.



After breakfast, I prepped dinner and prepared the ribs for the slow cooker. I adapted a recipe from PaleOMG for Crockpot Coffee Anco Chile Sort Ribs. A few modifications I had to make were for honey that the recipe called for, but is not Whole30 approved and I did not have ancho chiles. I used 2 dates to replace the honey (dates are a natural sugar) and a combination of chile powder and cinnamon for the ancho chile. I also added some 100% cocoa powder. I hope the sauce cooks perfectly with the ribs; I cannot mess up another dinner or Ryan will be upset, and this meal is supposed to be leftover lunch tomorrow! It is cooking for 7 hours on low in the slow cooker and we will make Zucchini fritters and a blood orange salad later. I asked Ryan for his help making the fritters to get him involved. I hope I can be less controlling and let him help because it would be great to make Whole30 and Paleo a family lifestlye!

Coffee Cocoa Slow Cooked Short Ribs
2 pounds short ribs
1/2 cup brewed coffee
2 cloves garlic
2 pitted medjool dates
1/2 tbsp lime juice
1/4 cup vegetable broth
1 tbsp olive oil
1 tbsp 100% cocao powder
1 tbsp cinnamon
1 tbsp chili powder
ghee or fat of choice
salt and pepper

1) In a food processor, combine garlic, coffee, salt, pepper, cinnamon, chili powder, dates olive oil, lime juice, and cacao powder. Puree until smooth


2) Heat a large pan over high heat and add ghee. When pan is hot, sear short ribs for 2 minutes on both sides. You want to caramelize the ribs.



3) In a slow cooker, add vegetable broth, top with ribs and top with coffee mixture.

 


4) Cover and cook on low for 7 hours.

Serve and Enjoy!

*Again, I was took quick reading the recipe and combined the broth with the coffee in the food processor - I hope this doesn't effect the recipe! I need to slow down and relax!

Saturday, March 22, 2014

Day 6, Feeling Down, But Not Out

Day 6...almost 1 week...and I am feeling a little down, overwhelmed, not enthused...I don't know why though.

I woke up early, texted Ryan to make sure he was up and on his way to the airport and got ready for Bar Method. My pre-workout meal was a small bowl of n'oatmeal, which barely even made a dent in what is still left! It was still sweet and thick and the fat from the nuts is a great start to the day, and more interesting than my usual handful of whole nuts! I took citibike to SoHo and had an absolutely AMAZING class with Amanda. I was shaking, sweating, and feeling so calm and relaxed. We even did pretzel, which if you know me, you know it is my favorite. I took citibike home, waited for my FreshDirect order to arrive and prepared Meal #1. Ryan's flight landed early so he came home an hour earlier than he thought! My post-workout meal was half of a blueberry RxBar. I think this is where my day started to go wrong.



Half an RxBar and then 1 hour until my next meal, I don't think I was full. I think I was fearing I was eating too many calories and that Bar Method is not as intense a workout as spin or heavy lifting so I didn't need as much protein to recover (some Whole30 people do not have a post-workout meal after yoga so I guess I assumed I shouldn't, or have less after Bar). I don't want to rely on Larabars or Rx Bars for post workout meals but right now they are conveneint to eat in the locker room early in the morning or on my commute home. You are supposed to eat 15-20 minutes after working out in order for your muscles to repair so I definetly need to eat something because during the week and on the weekends my Meal #1 is not for an hour after I work out. So I just have to figure out the best amount of protein to eat after Bar Method. I could also play it by ear based on the individual class itself and how hard my body worked.

Breakfast Meal #1 was a hash made with my last 3 salmon cakes, onions and kale topped with 2 fried eggs and half an avocado. It was so delicious! I loved the crumbled salmon cakes - much better than microwaving them whole. That would have been boring. I love finding new ways to eat leftovers through this program besides how they were originally intended to be eaten. You have to get creative!


Soon after I finished eating Ryan came home; Haley ran to the front door crying and let him hold her, which is extremely unusual. Haley hates being touched, unless of course she wants to be! What a New Yorker! He came home and immediately asked what we were eating. Since I had just finished Meal #1, I was not hungry and wanted to not go into the kitchen or tempt myself - he made a ham and cheese sandwich. 30 minutes later had a bowl of cereal - oh man, I knew Week 1 was too good to be true, no wonder I didn't have cravings or any trouble; Ryan wasn't around to eat every hour! At 2pm I prepared Meal #2, a bowl of the last of my vegetable soup with baby carrots, almond butter and cashews on the side (Ryan also had a bowl, so that's Meal #3 in the 2 hours he has been home). I don't think this meal was large enough. It had vegetables, protein and fat but the proportions were off and even though I felt full after eating it, it didn't last long. I was hungry by 4pm but really didn't want to eat Meal #3 early and I wanted to control my snacking, so I had the other half of my Rx Bar. If Meal #2 had been more substantial I think I could have made it to Meal #3 without any problems. I also think I could have gone without the snack but I let hunger win. I can't remember if I was hungry or bored but I ate anyway (Ryan had a rice cracker with nutella and peanut butter).



Meal #3 started of rocky - I was going to make tandoori chicken, but the recipe I had called for 4-8 hours of marinating the chicken. I knew that too, I remember last week telling myself that, but with the excitement of Ryan coming home, I forgot. So I quickly went over the meal plans in my head that I had prepared and decided to make almond-coconut encrusted chicken instead. I still made the prosciutto wrapped dates and broccoli sauteed in ghee. Then Ryan tells me he doesn't like dates...could this meal get any more difficult. Well, I told him we were having dates...and that prompted an argument about me controlling the meals and him being forced to change his diet just because I change mine, but he can't effect mine by offering me chocolate or else I will get mad. And he is right - if he tried to change the way I eat, I would be so mad, yet here I am making him change his diet. I know it's not fair, but I have a really hard time letting go and giving up control, so here I am making dinner plans for the week for us,  knowing full well that he doesn't like spaghetti squash (yet that is what I am planning for one meal this week). We decided to compromise - 3 meals together during the week and 2 on our own so that he can eat whatever he wants, at whatever time he wants and I won't feel bad, and he won't feel useless waiting for me. He was also upset that I bought a lot of groceries for a weeks worth of food but nothing for him like cereal, yogurts, milk (the non-paleo stuff)! I guess I wasn't thinking about him, or I was thinking that he would just adapt to whole30 with me. But that's not fair.

Well, dinner turned out great (Ryan ate the prosciutto but not the dates). My only mistake with the chicken was that I made it in a baking dish instead of on a cookie sheet so the coconut and almond meal didn't get as crispy as it could have, but it was still great and now I know for next time!


Almond-Coconut Crusted Chicken
adapted from i.run.on.nutrition

1 lb chicken breasts
3/4 cup almond flour (or make your own with almonds in the food processor)
3/4 cup unsweetened coconut
2 eggs
salt, pepper, chili powder, garlic powder to taste

1. Preheat oven to 400 and grease cookie sheet.

2. Prepare 3 bowls, 1 for the eggs (beaten), coconut and almond flour (mixed with salt, pepper, chili powder and garlic powder).


3. Dip 1 piece of chicken in the egg.


4. Dredge chic in the almond flour.



5. Dip chicken in the egg again (this adds crispiness).

6. Dredge chicken in coconut.



7. Place on a cookie sheet and repeat with remaining chicken.


8. Bake for 30-40 minutes.


Serve and Enjoy!

Proscuitto Wrapped Dates

21 medjool dates
7 pieces of proscuitto

1. Preheat oven to 400.

2. Slice each piece of proscuitto into thirds length wise.


3. Cut date in half and remove pit. Put two halves back together.


4. Wrap a slice of proscuitto around date and place seam side down in a greased baking dish or cookie sheet.

5. Repeat with all dates.


6. Bake for 30 minutes, or until proscuitto is crispy.

Serve and Enjoy!

Well, lessons learned today

1) Read your labels (refer to the update in "Read Your Labels" post regarding soy in herbal teas)
2) Ryan does not like dates
3) For crispy chicken, use a cookie sheet, not a baking dish
4) Eat larger meals with proportionate fat, protein and vegetables
5) Listen to my body for post-workout meal
6) Compromise with Ryan - he is giving up just as much as I am for whole30 and it wasn't his choice! I can't let my frustration get the better of me because I will take it out on him!

I am glad we ate later though today because I am still full from dinner and do not need a snack. The dates were so sweet that I saved them on my plate until the end because it was just like dessert! I am glad I was able to control my snacking today even though it was really difficult. I am just feeling tired from having to work so hard to eat right. So much cooking, so much planning, so much cleaning; it really is hard to eat well!

Tomorrow I am slow cooking ribs and while they cook I am going to make zucchini fritters and egg frittata muffins for the week. I have to figure out the meal plan so that I can marinate the tandoori chicken while I am at work. The recipe calls for 4-8 hours of marinating (the chicken will absorb the marinade and become mushy if marinating for too long) so it cannot be a day when I do Bar Method. Maybe tandoor chicken on Wednesday? I will have to rework my meal plan for lunches and dinners (lunches are based on leftovers)!

I think today's struggle came from being my first Saturday doing Whole30 - Saturday is usually my "fat" day where I don't count points and I just eat whatever and whenever and it is usually what Ryan eats. This was my first Saturday with restrictions so I think I mentally restricted myself too much so that I wouldn't overeat or go off program. Because I was home most of the day I think I was scared to continually be hungry rather than trust my body. The plan has been great for 5 days so I don't know why I doubted myself. I just need to treat each day as it's own and not worry about what I did in the past. 

Have a good night everyone!

XO