Showing posts with label Chocolate. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Chocolate. Show all posts

Monday, March 31, 2014

Day 13 & 14: Second Weekend Down!

This weekend was perfect - we stayed inside watching Nurse Jackie, cooking and I went to a Level 2 Bar Method class! We had a wonderful family dinner on Saturday and yesterday we had afternoon tea with the neighbors. Ryan and I felt so relaxed and enjoyed each others company! This weekend seemed easier than last - I managed to stick to my 3 large meals and not want to snack or feel out of control with eating habits. We cooked amazing food and if you can believe it, I turned down chocolate brownies and cupcakes! I am still in shock that I was able to say "no thank you!" Whole30 must be working!

Saturday begin with a new breakfast recipe - an apple pie omelette with some inspiration from Peaches and Cake. It was so sweet (rather than a savory vegetable omelette) and Ryan loved it. I served it with a side of aiddles chicken & apple sausage, Trader Joe's Roasted Plantain Chip (the only ingredients are plantains, sunflower oil and salt) and leftover brussel sprouts and bacon (gotta have green on that plate). The omelette was so easy to make: I cooked sliced apples with cinnamon until they were soft. After removing them from the pan, I made an omelette with an egg, unsweetened applesauce, coconut milk, nutmeg, cinnamon and salt. It was a bit tricky to flip over to cook the other side because it was a bit more watery than I was used to so I made a little bit of a mess! After it was cooked on both sides, I put almond butter and the cooked apples on half of the egg and then flipped the other side over. I topped it with unsweetened applesauce and more apples! Yum!!



We spent all afternoon on the couch watching Nurse Jackie - the end of season 3 and first half of season 4! I was so happy that I was full from breakfast and did not feel the urge to snack all day. I felt more in control this weekend than I did last weekend and got the mental part out of my mind that it was Saturday and food doesn't count on Saturday! It was also really nice to just be at home with no plans and no responsibilities and spending time with Ryan and Haley! While we enjoyed this time, my mom texted me and we planned to have dinner together as a family - they hand't seen the apartment in weeks so we wanted to show it off with the table and chairs, the lighting and all the photos hanging! It's a great feeling when you're proud of your home and you want to have people over - we lacked that in Brooklyn! Because of Whole30 I decided it would be so much better to cook for everyone (and cheaper) rather than order in! I rearranged my Week 3 Meal Plan and decided to make Chocolate Chili from Well Fed for dinner since it served 6 people (originally this was planned for Sunday so I would have leftovers all week so today I have to spend some time rearranging meals and figuring out a menu for the week).


The chili was delicious - it simmered for 2 hours and all of the flavors of the chocolate and the spices came together to create a warm, great tasting dish! It was made with beef (next time I will mix and match beef and turkey for even more flavor) and I served with with avocado for some creaminess and sliced almonds for added crunch. Everyone loved it! I served it with kale and broccoli that was roasted in ghee and for appetizers I served cucumbers topped with cashew cheese (YUM) and my favorite go-to recipe, dates wrapped in proscuitto. Everything was perfect and everyone loved the meal.






I had to be careful in the kitchen though because my dad brought a loaf of bread for him and my brother for the chili (for dipping of course) so I had a separate cutting board and knife for the bread so it didn't contaminate my food. I served it in the center of the table and it was strange how instinctual it was to reach for a piece of bread without any though that I was doing it. I caught myself a couple of times reaching mindlessly for the bread and had to concentrate really hard to say no! It is strange to think how habits are so ingrained in us that we don't think about them while we do them! It is still a journey for me to change my habits!

We talked a lot at dinner about Whole30 and "It Starts With Food." The main question I kept getting was "well, what do you eat." I kept pointing at the table and showing them and explaining all the real foods I eat, the fats, the protein, the vegetables and explaining the hidden ingredients in our food (soy in tuna fish and mayo, honey in beef stock, etc.) I think it was eye opening to my parents and my brother and I hope that I can positively effect how we all eat. I hate that people assume this is just another diet that I am doing, but really it is a way of life and even without Whole30, I have seen the difference and changes in me and I will continue to live this lifestyle after the 30 days!

After everyone left, Ryan made brownies. Yup, double fudge brownies with walnuts and pecans. I didn't take a photo because I didn't want to torture myself! It was weird though how comfortable I felt in the kitchen with him helping him bake them - I didn't feel like I was going crazy or my heart start to race or my mind start to go in different directions when I was presented with chocolate. Normally I would have calculated the WW Points for a brownie and just eaten it. But with Whole30, I didn't even crave it - I didn't need the sweetness after my meal, I was satisfied and didn't need anything more. Again though, I found myself reaching for the bowl with the batter and almost dipping my finger in it - out of sheer habit! And when I cut the brownies and plated it for Ryan, I almost licked my fingers with brownie on it, just out of habit, not because I wanted it. It's so mind boggling the things we do out of habit and how easy it is to fall into these habits and routines without a second thought. It is much harder to create new habits but now I know I am treating myself better by not having the lick of batter or bite of brownie. I am still shocked though that I was able to bake brownies with Ryan and not have one. My how things have changed in 13 days!

Sunday began early - I woke up out of habit at 8:00am but I was scheduled for a Level 2 Bar Method class at 11:45am! I never take class this late in the afternoon because it disrupts the day - I usually stick to 8:30am or 9:00am classes so that I can be home when Ryan wakes up and we can have breakfast today. However, I really wanted to push myself to take a Level 2 class while doing Whole30 because I have never felt more energized or strong! I feel amazing when I work out now and I wanted to push myself a little bit further.

Breakfast was a vegetable omelette (spinach, tomatoes, onions) with almond butter filling and topped with pomegranate seeds. After I ate, I decided to make the Chunky Monkey Lara Bites recipe that I found last week. They seem like such a great pre-workout meal because they are filled with nuts (very similar to n'oatmeal) and because they're frozen, they are unique and different than just having a handful of nuts in the morning! They were really easy to make and I had one before my Level 2 class. I loved them!




Level 2 was great - Danielle taught a great class which got my shaking early on and I felt the burn the entire class. It has been over a year since I've taken Level 2, just because of timing and I am glad I did. Unfortunately I won't be able to make it a regular thing because I didn't get home until 1:30pm which seems so late to me, especially when the weather gets warmer and Ryan and I have plans! But it was a great experience and I know it won't be my last! Post-workout was a Blueberry RxBar!

When I got home, Ryan and I watched more Nurse Jackie - the rest of Season 4 and beginning of Season 5. I know this sounds completely unproductive, but it was fun not to plan and schedule and be up and out of the house!

Lunch was left over burgers which was so satisfying and really hit the spot. Because we had made the chili Saturday I had to think quickly what to make for dinner that night! I had gone to Trader Joe's Saturday and picked up fresh scallops so I rearranged the meal plan and planned to make Orange Zest Pistachio Encrusted Scallops with a Fresh Fig salad and homemade plum vinaigrette! But not before afternoon tea with the neighbors!


I could not go over there empty handed so we brought some brownies that Ryan made and Baked By Melissa Mini Cupcakes. Ideally, I should have made a Whole30 dessert but I really wanted to not have sweets and treats like the program recommends. Tea was fabulous, it was great to talk to our neighbors and feel part of the community. She had made homemade chocolate cake but used almond flour because when we had moved in I had made and shared gluten free chocolate chip cookies. It was so sweet and so nice and I was so humbled and appreciative. I had to have a few bites to not be rude. Luckily I have a wonderful husband who scarfed down half of his cake immediately and then swapped plates with me so my one bite looked like a lot! I did not want to be rude because turning down the cake would have made me feel worse than having a couple of bites. Honestly the cake tasted great - not too sweet or sugary and knowing that it was gluten free, made with almond flour and cocoa powder made me feel good - I honestly didn't feel guilty about the 1 bite, and I do not think it is worth starting my program over for! I had 1 bite and my biggest achievement was being able to have that bite and be satisfied - I wasn't ravenous for more and I didn't cave in and say "Oh well I had one bite of cake, I might as well have a brownie and cupcake too." NO! I was able to stop, say no and I applaud myself for that. I have learned more than I think with Whole30 and starting the program over would admit defeat, when really I think I was successful in the situation. I would have felt so guilty and so bad having turned down the cake and having to explain Whole30 so it made me happy, made our neighbors happy and made for a more enjoyable afternoon!

When we got home (all of 5 feet from the neighbors) we cooked dinner together. It was fun to have Ryan in the kitchen excited to cook with me and share in the experience. We made homemade dressing to start which was 2 plums, olive oil and balsamic vinegar. I had bought figs at Trader Joe's and thought it would be so great to have a spinach salad with fruit to compliment the scallops and the nuts! We also made an orange vinaigrette for the scallops which was fresh orange juice and olive oil. So easy and so fun!

The recipe comes from Yes To Yummy! and was a great find. The ingredients were all fresh and it was so easy to make! The nuts were a mix of pistachios, ghee and orange zest and were so crunchy on top of the scallops and added great flavor to the dish! And the dressing for the scallops had a great citrus taste that balanced out the nuttiness and the seafood. This would go great with bacon and prosciutto too! But we can't seem to keep bacon in the house long enough! Yay Paleo and Bacon!


 We had the fig salad on the side along with asparagus and mushroom saute. And to finish the last 2 pieces of prosciutto, we made dates wrapped in figs. It had become my "dessert." Ryan had a brownie for dessert and while we cleaned the kitchen I had a quick snack of plantains and almond butter. I know snacking after a meal, especially after dinner later in the evening is not Whole30 approved, but I have to say, between no brownies, no cupcakes and 1 bite of almond flour chocolate cake, I needed to treat myself to some almond butter! I know Whole30 discourages against rewards with food for doing something good with our dietary preferences but this is me we're talking about - a self proclaimed chocolate addict. So all of these triumphs in the past 2 days, I am really proud of myself and I feel great for making the hard decisions and a little almond butter and roasted plantain chips are not going to de-rail me!

Over all it was a great weekend and I can't believe that I conquered a second weekend on Whole30 already!

XO

Sunday, March 23, 2014

Day 7

By the end of today, I will have completed one week of Whole30. And with having prepared myself on Day 0, today is a big accomplishment!

Some things that I want to look back on as accomplishments are:

1) No chocolate in 7 days. WOW! I am shocked.
2) No mid-afternoon snacking from my desk drawer
3) No late evening snacking (no sneaking food from the kitchen while Ryan wasn't looking)
4) Meal planning and buying groceries
5) No foods with a barcode or microwavable! Everything I ate this week, I cooked (except for the 2 egg omelettes I customized and had made for me for breakfast).
6) Bar Method 4 days a week (Monday, Tuesday, Thursday, Saturday)

Some things I want to work on:

1) Better pre/post workout meals
2) More variety to breakfast besides eggs
3) Being more considerate of Ryan who is not Whole30
4) Cook with Ryan, not for Ryan
5) Meal plan with Ryan for 3 dinners a week
6) Continue with Bar Method 3-4 days a week (This week will mark my 500th class)!
7) Portion control
8) Don't give up on a weekend!

I have learned a lot in this week, especially about reading labels and eating whole foods so I look forward to the next 3.5 weeks I still have on the program.

This morning I slept in, which felt great. I think I needed it and since starting Whole30, my body feels more regular and my sleep feels deeper. I still feel a little tired mid-day so I need to figure out something to wake me up mid-day besides coffee or a sugar rush.

I made Ryan breakfast (that is one meal he doesn't fight me on - I cook, he eats)! We had chicken and apple sausage omelette. He had a side of bacon and a fresh juice. I used Aidell's sausage which has whole30 compliant ingredients. I plan to also use these sausages to make egg muffins for the week (if I can get myself off of the couch). I put half of the sausage in the omelette and ate the other half on the side. We also had a small bowl of n'oatmeal on the side, but Ryan didn't like it so he swapped it for gluten free chocolate cereal (which I made him get so I wouldn't be tempted to sneak a bite). Now I have some n'oatmeal for for tomorrow's pre workout meal.



After breakfast, I prepped dinner and prepared the ribs for the slow cooker. I adapted a recipe from PaleOMG for Crockpot Coffee Anco Chile Sort Ribs. A few modifications I had to make were for honey that the recipe called for, but is not Whole30 approved and I did not have ancho chiles. I used 2 dates to replace the honey (dates are a natural sugar) and a combination of chile powder and cinnamon for the ancho chile. I also added some 100% cocoa powder. I hope the sauce cooks perfectly with the ribs; I cannot mess up another dinner or Ryan will be upset, and this meal is supposed to be leftover lunch tomorrow! It is cooking for 7 hours on low in the slow cooker and we will make Zucchini fritters and a blood orange salad later. I asked Ryan for his help making the fritters to get him involved. I hope I can be less controlling and let him help because it would be great to make Whole30 and Paleo a family lifestlye!

Coffee Cocoa Slow Cooked Short Ribs
2 pounds short ribs
1/2 cup brewed coffee
2 cloves garlic
2 pitted medjool dates
1/2 tbsp lime juice
1/4 cup vegetable broth
1 tbsp olive oil
1 tbsp 100% cocao powder
1 tbsp cinnamon
1 tbsp chili powder
ghee or fat of choice
salt and pepper

1) In a food processor, combine garlic, coffee, salt, pepper, cinnamon, chili powder, dates olive oil, lime juice, and cacao powder. Puree until smooth


2) Heat a large pan over high heat and add ghee. When pan is hot, sear short ribs for 2 minutes on both sides. You want to caramelize the ribs.



3) In a slow cooker, add vegetable broth, top with ribs and top with coffee mixture.

 


4) Cover and cook on low for 7 hours.

Serve and Enjoy!

*Again, I was took quick reading the recipe and combined the broth with the coffee in the food processor - I hope this doesn't effect the recipe! I need to slow down and relax!

Wednesday, March 12, 2014

Gluten Free Grilled Cheese Comfort Food

Yesterday I walked home from work. Door to door it took 22 minutes! Since I didn't go to Bar Method, I thought it would be great to walk to work and home again so that I still got some activity. Ryan and I also went for a nice walk after dinner so I reached my daily activity goal for the day (over 10,000 steps and 2 WW activity points).


Dinner was simple...a buffalo chicken grilled cheese sandwich. I used deli meat from FreshDirect (2 oz. buffalo chicken, 1 WW Point) and 30g of Shredded part-skim mozzarella cheese (2 WW points) between 2 slices of Udi's whole grain gluten free bread (4 WW Points). I served it with a side salad made of mesclun, grape tomatoes, peppers and avocados (1 WW Point) and some baby carrots. And yes, that is sunlight in the photo despite it being 7pm when I finally made dinner! I love daylight savings!


And of course dessert was Ben & Jerry's Froyo Chocolate Fudge Brownie!

I did have a few late night snacks though, what can I say, I'm weak. While I was in bed, watching the premiere of Real Housewives of NY, and Ryan was in the shower, I snuck out to the kitchen and got 1/3 cup of Envirokidsz peanut butter cereal (1 WW Point) with 1/3 cup of Blue Diamond Unsweetened Vanilla Almond Milk. It was worth going over my daily points because I felt satisfied. I wish I could ignore my late night cravings because I know it's not real hunger, but sometimes it is easier to give in to them.

Today is the last day for warm weather before the next batch of cold and windy forecasts. Unfortunately it is going to rain so I won't be able to walk home. I have a 1 hour focus group tonight - It's a long day - it started with a great bar method class taught by Brittany! We did chair and arabesque which got my thighs burning and my glutes shaking! I loved every minute of it! We have a lunch meeting at work so hopefully there is something there I can eat - they ordered from Cosi's so maybe there will be a salad or even a bag of baby carrots to get me through the meeting. I brought a salad with me just in case made with sliced almonds, goji berries, hemp cereal tomatoes, carrots and peppers (I weighed the toppings to 3g and under so it was still 0 points, a little indulgence in my salad, but still staying on track), and if I don't eat that for lunch I will eat it before my focus group at 6pm so I don't have a rumbling stomach the entire hour and then get hour and ravage the kitchen for anything in sight! I also pre-tracked a quest bar (cookies and cream, 5 WW Points) so I have 12 points to play with for the lunch meeting. For dessert tonight (or a second dinner after the focus group), I want to stay away from chocolate and see if cutting out some sugar at night will help with my late night cravings. I plan to make a sweet cinnamon egg white omelette. Made with 1/3 cup of egg whites, vanilla extract, stevia and cinnamon (3 WW points), it seems sweet enough for my sugar needs, and it's packed with protein which will hold me over through the night and through my morning bar class!

Have a great day everyone.

XO

Wednesday, January 8, 2014

I always need chocolate...

Mid-afternoon snack today is fresh orange slices topped with chocolate powdered peanut butter. I always crave chocolate and this snack is the perfect combination to satisfy me. I only used 1/2 tablespoon of peanut butter so it was a delicious 0 point snack.


Can't wait for bar class tonight. I really need to start shaking - Monday's class feels so long ago.

I haven't taken off my fleece since I got to the office. Just thinking about going outside gives me goosebumps. I am excited for it to warm up this weekend, even if the forecast calls for rain. Ryan and I are going with my brother to the Brandeis vs. NYU basketball game. I love going to college basketball games and my brother is Brandeis alum so it should be a lot of fun. Ryan and I will have to plan out what to eat before the game because I don't want us to be tempted by sandwiches and pretzels while we sit for a 2 hour basketball game. Ryan said he would go to the game as long as we were home by 8pm for the New England Patriots game. Welcome to NFL playoffs - my life is scheduled around football games! Is it February 3rd yet? :)

XO

Tuesday, January 7, 2014

Gluten Free Comfort Food

It's still bitter cold and all I want is comfort food. Made a delicious turkey, tomato grilled cheese with a side of broccoli and kale!

Our oven is finally fixed so Ryan is making Betty Crocker gluten free brownies. I've been eating great and working out on a good schedule so I am going to try not to have a brownie, but chocolate is my weakness. I prefer brownies the next day anyway so I might save this for tomorrow's treat!



Stay warm!

XO


Double Chocolatey Breakfast

It's a really cold day in NYC. Real feel of -5 when I left for Bar Method this morning at 5am and it dropped to -11 before 7am. Girls were walking into the studio with 5 layers of pants on (tights, legging, leg warmers, jeans, sweat pants). You could barely see a lululemon logo under all the layers! I really need a warm vacation to get away from this cold!

Breakfast was a Chocolate Brownie Quest Bar topped with Chocolate Powdered Peanut Butter. I don't think it can get more chocolatey than that, and I don't think I could have been happier. I microwaved the quest bar for 20 seconds until it was soft and the peanut butter just melted off the sides. I added sliced bananas to the side and enjoyed this chocolatey goodness at my desk, warm at the office.


Ryan's breakfast was a green juice! He is facing his fear of the green and didn't have his usual orange, citrus juice.

Ryan's Green Juice
Servings: 1
Weight Watchers Points: 8

1/2 cup kale
1/3 cup broccoli
1 Granny Smith Apple
1/2 Fuji Apple
1 Orange
1 Pear


I am excited to have my kale, nut and grilled chicken salad for lunch and am still thinking about dinner! I am always planning ahead and always thinking about food!

Last night my brother told me that he made the swordfish dish I posted on Sunday for dinner last night. He even went out and bought coconut oil. He said it was "absolutely amazing" and something that he will definitely be making again. It makes me so happy that my brother is cooking a recipe that loved and thought was so easy to make. I love sharing my ideas and thoughts about food and when family is involved, it is even more special.


Ryan and I are waiting for his mom to send us a cookie recipe that he had while he was home for Christmas break. We are so excited to make the cookies and Ryan said the almond flour would be perfect to make these gluten free! It's so exciting to share in the excitement of clean, good eating with everyone!

Stay warm everyone.

XO

Friday, January 3, 2014

Snowed In!

Even with a late email from HR telling us that the NY offices are closed, I am excited to have a snow day. I'm only sad that I woke up, showered, got dressed, and was almost out the door when the notification came in! But I had a delicious breakfast and spent the morning watching the news with Ryan, and that's rare during the week, so I'm happy.

This morning's breakfast consisted of my daily spark, my third and final Advocare fiber drink (until Tuesday - drink it on the first and last 3 days of the cleanse), and a delicious egg white and oatmeal pancake with chia seeds and topped with chocolate powdered peanut butter.

The pancake was really easy to make.

Egg White and Oatmeal Pancake with Chia Seeds
1 cup egg whites (I used All White 100% Liquid Egg Whites)
1/3 cup oats (Bob's Red Mill Old Fashioned Rolled Oats Whole Grain) - not instant
1 packet stevia
1 tsp chia seeds (can use more, I kept it to 1 tsp to keep my WW points lower)
cinnamon

Mix all of the ingredients and pour into pan to make 1 large pancake. Flip and serve warm!


I have become obsessed with this breakfast. It is so filling, healthy, clean, gluten free and delicious. I was worried it would either taste to eggy or too thick from the oats, but it is the perfect combination of both and the pancake itself is light and fluffy and airy. If it wasn't snowing, I would have gone out and gotten fresh fruit to go along with it but today is not the day to go out food shopping.

The powdered peanut butter is really easy to make. It is 2 tbsp of powdered peanut butter - make sure to round off your measuring spoon to make it exactly a tbsp and not a heaping tbsp. Just add 1 tbsp of water and mix. The great thing about powdered peanut butter is you control the consistency. With a little more water, it can become watery and with less than a tbsp of water, it is thicker. I like to mix it up a bit depending on what I am using it for - with the pancakes I kept it thick because it melted when I topped the warm pancake with it, and I use a little more water when I use it with fruit.


I quickly chugged my fiber drink down, happy it's the last day for awhile I have to drink this!


The news is saying it's 10 degrees which feels like it is in the -8 with the windchill! I can't believe Ryan is going into the office but as the Program Manager he feels responsible to get work done since his staff will be staying home. Our oven has been broken for a week and our landlord is very slow to get it repaired so I can't spend the day baking and cooking like I would like to. I will probably clean and watch the news all morning. I was supposed to go to Long Island for a friends birthday party, but I doubt I can make it there on the LIRR. I am sad I can't go - I haven't seen my friends from Fire Island since October before I left for Italy and I was hoping to see everyone and spend some time out of the city. I am disappointed I can't go and since they are all already on Long Island they can still hang out, and I feel left out, but better safe then stuck out there with no way to get home.

I hope Ryan is safe and warm on his way to work today. Hopefully he comes home early so we can watch Weeds and hang out. I have to figure out what to cook for dinner for us and what to have for lunch because I brought a Leslie's Lunchables to the office yesterday for today and left it there last night. It will probably be a garden lites for lunch!

It will be another day with no activity! Bar Method SoHo studios were closed this morning. Is it sad that I hope they open so I can go in for a class? My daily steps goal is 10,000 and I strive for 2 activity points a day. Since the New Year I have not reached that goal (that is 3 days including today) so I really need to get up and move. I hate feeling "fat" even if I eat clean and gluten free - exercise definitely plays a big role in my feeling good. I love walking, I love moving, and I love Bar Method and I hate when I am stuck inside. Cleaning my apartment will get me moving a bit but with -8 degrees, I doubt I am going outside anytime soon! The news is now warning of frostbite if you go outside for too long.

Be safe and warm everyone!!